my life?

I have no life.

Honestly.

Ask me where I've gone all break.

(Where have you gone all break?)

Nowhere.

Ask me what I've accomplished since I last posted.

(What have you done?)

Abso-freakin-lutely NOTHING people would call an..."accomplishment."

But for me. HELL YES I HAVE.

My life this break= combatarmscombatarmscombatarmscombatarmscombatarmsmoviemoviemoviemoviemoviecombatarmscombatarmsweirdconversationswithafroshieomgpopomgpopcombatarmscombatarmscombatarms.

I typed that whole thing out. I'm proud of it.

Surprisingly...I don't know if I'm really improving.  Of course the gun makes a HUGE difference.  I kept dying with that default gun they give us? I bought an ak-47 cause I couldnt get my G3 (sobsobsob) and then died a million times still, and then discovered (thanks to kuris tophly) that the STARTERPACK GIVES ME A FAMAS. Which is a helluvalot more accurate. So i managed to improve my kill/death ratio by a bit. The awesomest part? I GET THE FAMAS FOR SEVEN DAYS. Meaning I'll be playing a shitload of Combat arms for the next 5-6 days. Depending on when that gun expires.

I'm so obsessed.

RYAN LOCHTE. Dude, Mpinapples, SHE DOESNT STOP TALKING ABOUT HIM. NONSTOP. SAVE ME. Just kidding. I love that frosh. She's just....very odd. Hope your swimming practices arent killing you!!! =O

And to everyone else: I hope you guys have had an AWESOME break.  College apps are ALMOST DONE FOREVER =) Hang in there!  Happy Almost-New Year!

I should perhaps get some work done after I publish this post.  work, combat arms. work, combat arms...hmm.....
Yea I'll figure that one out later.

Peace!
XOXOXO

SNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

YES. ITS SNOWING. FINALLY.

Why couldn't the clouds have thrown up white flour over the earth on a school day? Sheesh.

BUT SNOWWWWW =D =D =D

and

I'M (finally) DONE WITH COLLEGE APPS. YESSSSSSSSSSSSS.

But now theres a bajillion frickin scholarship things to do. BOO. and midterms to study for. and classes to not fail. ew.

but
YES. ITS BREAK. COMBAT ARMS HERE I COME.

I need better connections to multiplayer servers. SOOOO slow. not even kidding. by the time i join the map, half the battle is OVER.

anyone playing is welcome to join me. i created a new username so i dont die horribly when i play cause my old rank limits me to playing with my rank and higher.
But now i fail. so back to trainee it is!

ID: 11tl821

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AGAINST BOTH PAR HILLS AND PAR HIGH.
HA.
IN YOUR FACE PARSIPPANY!

on a side note, i ran into areta and jesse (chinese school) and spotted jenny s. from orchestra/piano, and mark.

FUCK YES. WE KICK ASS.

 

Closer to the Edge

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside

Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?
What if I, what if I, what if I
Bury me, bury me

"The Kill (Bury Me)" 30 Seconds to Mars

I don't  remember if MPinapple posted that one before...
But after 500yd-loving Girl told me about "closer to the edge" I fell in love with them.
=)

I remember Josh has The Kill, so that's why they sounded really really familiar...

Anyways. This week is gonna suck. Lots. Soooooo much to do in the next 3 days. i don't know why I'm blogging. I should be studying for math. I get the rleated rates thing..i'm not so great with implicit differentiation though...

Life is a bitch. Seriously, we can't make puppies. SO STOP.

Amazing how we got so far, yea?

I don't believe I'm making much sense.

Jesse M. has something against me. thanks to him (and hockey), I have a puck shaped bruise on my upper thigh. not fun. And my left big toe is in pain. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO YOU. WHAT DO YOU HAVE AGAINST ME.

I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

Wouldn't that be nice? No hiding, no fake smiles, no pretending? Just me. no layers, just stripped down to the core.

But this is a man eat man world. I'd be eaten in a heartbeat.
So sorry, OneRepublic, I can't.