REGISTRATION COMPLETE.

Yay!

I'm all set for Spring 2012.  I start classes earliest 10am and its going to be AWESOME.  Except for the 18 credit hours thing.

Fun fun.

Taking:
Intro to Psych
Molecular and Cellular Basis of Life
Chem I & Lab
Stat 100
Intro to Human development

Yay.

I feel like I shouldn't be taking stat 100..i probably shouldnt have to because I took the AP, but hey.  I'll take it and make sure my freaking med school will see i took it in COLLEGE.

Anyways, CS midterm tomorrow night and i'm totally effed cause i just took last year's exam and it was like BOOM. in my face.

exhaustionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

maybe i should really get more sleep

I've been up for a total of 2.5 hours and my head is spinning and i couldnt pay attention very well in CS cause my head hurt so bad.  I should really try and sleep more.  Ellie laughs at me cause I say it so much and it never happens.  Stupid classes.

Anyways.  Registration for me today starting at 1540! =D  Hopefully I can get the classes I want; they all start EARLIEST 10am so i'll (possible, maybe, hopefully?) get more sleep ><

Ew.  Econ. Well, at least I have my laptop so I can get this stuff down and sleep the other half of class.

I'm such a slacker.

Halloween.

Isn't even here yet and I feel like it's passed because my Halloween peak was yesterday.

ILife (my fellowship group) had a halloween party at the DawgHaus, it's just a normal house where a bunch of the guys in ILife live and they named it the DawgHaus.

No drinking!  But it was really nice meeting people and seeing people, even though I really didn't MEET anyone or like, get to know anyone new, but yea.

I went as Luigi. LOL. So Lyndsey and Jess, my two awesomest friends in ILife and here pretty much, the three of us went to Walmart yesterday morning to pick up some stuff, and then it ended with me in a million costumes and then it was either Luigi or Batgirl, and the batgirl woulda been nice if it werent so short and like, I wouldve had to wear tights and it was SO COLD last night.  So I'm kinda glad I went as Luigi.  Was sorta awkward though, it was a freakin onesie.

Yea.  I woke up at 2 today.  Great. Lol.  I have to study.

I miss everyone.

I just realized how much I miss everything and everyone at home.

Bestie and val and ed and chris and lilly and jin and christina and everyone and my cats and my house and not the high school but some of the teachers and fbla and stuff.

It kinda makes me sad.

I can't wait until I get back for Christmas break.

I discovered the cure

to falling asleep during lecture.

JUST BRING MY LAPTOP.  I never fall asleep when I have my laptop on my lap.  Simply because I think the presence of a computer makes me wake up, and I can check out random other things if it gets boring, as long as its not too like. Colorful.  And attention-attracting.

My battery meter is so messed up.  Twenty minutes ago it told me I have like 4.5 hours left.  Now its like, 2 hours left!

Seriously.  I don't get it.  I can't even gauge how long my battery lasts at full potential. blargh. 

I hate mood swings.

Seriously, today has been up and down and up and down.

Mostly up, but kinda down a lot too as you can see fromthe huge complaints and bitching in the previous post.

Yea, I need to learn to deal with people.  Who knows what kinda morons and bastards I'll work with as a (maybe) doctor.

And I definitely am not AM NOT AM NOT going into math.  Seriously.  Calc here got HARD.  We're doing optimization right now, and it's ridiculous.

Out of 20 hw problems, I had to look at the solutions/look at hints for help for about 3/4 of them.  Thats bad.  The test is Thursday.  FML.

I take it back.

She does still get on my nerves.  I feel like she's just using us and when she can have something yummy to eat or something fun or something good, she hangs out with us and tries to be a bestie and such a nice person.

And she does that asian girl thing that when they talk, they try to make their voice cutesy and that grates on my nerves, cause it's okay if it's like, jokingly or like, once in a loooooooong while, like NORMAL.  But with her its a lot.

So this weekend me and rebecca and ellie were planning on going shopping for tons of food cause today i'm making lasagna and spaghetti and we baked.  And so she decides, hey, I'm going to stay with my roommates today, and be like, a bestie.  So when I started to bake with Ellie, she comes out of her room, DOESNT OFFER TO HELP, sits at the counter with her computer and does who knows what.  And then when the cupcakes part of the baking comes out, she's like ohh it smells so good! and immediately wants to eat it.  And i'm like, Dude.  Its hot.  How are you going to eat it.

And now I'm pretty sure she's planning to stay in all day AND for dinner too, meaning I'm going to have to cook without thinking murderous thoughts or my food won't have all the love possible. LOL.  But yea.  In these last 2 months, thats the impression I'm getting from her. Whatever.  She'll start staying out with friends and never being home again.
I need to make more American friends.  Half my friends here are fobs. lawl.

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Fuck.  Apparently I'm the only one who cared about the food, so no one else was like, hey maybe we should check the cake, so I'm the only one who was like OH FUCK THE CAKE.  It's a little burned now.

Maybe today's just a bad day, but still.  Why am I the only one to think about this.  It's not only my cake.  Or are they only in it for the fucking food and they don't give a shit about it besides eating the fucking shit.

Okay I'm definitely just having a bad day.  or its PMS.  I dont know.

I think it's just from the bathroommate carried over.

I think this is the most I've cursed in over a month.

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I complain a lot.  I'm sorry you guys have to read all this.

The people in this world....

Dude.  So my roommate brings a girl and two guys into our suite to like, "hang out," I guess?  And so they're here for like a while.

And one of the guys goes into my bathroom, well I guess mine and hers, and probably pees or whatever.  I wasn't paying attention, I just know a guy went in.

And then I just went in.  And it was kinda gross.  So the seat was up, which is normal cause a guy used the toilet, but then there was a puddle of liquid on the floor next to the toilet, and liquid on the toilet bowl that goes under the seat.  I was like HOLY CRAP OMG WHAT IS THAT.  And I'm kinda like, ewwww I don't wanna clean this up, but I can't exactly go outside and be like WHICH ONE OF YOU BASTARDS MISSED THE TOILET BOWL!?  Though I probably should have.

So I used toilet paper to clean it up with my shoe, and it was kinda yellow.  Meaning it probably was pee.  And I'm totally grossed out and pissed off.  C'mon, dude!  Even if you have really really poor aim, AT LEAST HAVE THE DECENCY TO CLEAN IT UP.  Because we're all girls here AND I KNOW IT WAS YOU.

Damn people.

Ugh.  I think I'm gonna go wash my hands a few more times.

Still slighty suffering the effects

I'm such a wuss hahahaha.

But yes, I did drink a ton.  Apparently.  Looking back now I realize it was a lot.

In the span of about 2 hours:

2 jello shots
2 pure vodka shots
2 some juice mixed with vodka shots
1.5 cups of really watery beer
and a few sips of some juice mixed with vodka.

So.  Yea, Val, that would be ideal...and hopefully I can stick to that.  But there wasn't water like, available there.  It was allllll alcohol. Unless I drank from the sink by the beer pong table....

So, lesson learned.  I should just bring my own bottle of water to parties with me from now on.

Today is one of those days

when I declare I will never drink again.

But I won't say that because I know I probably will.

Hungover-ish, but not quite because I know I wasn't drunk last night. But I got pretty close.

Ugh this sucks.

At least I didn't throw up.  Yet.

I'm still in love with shopping.

Which is really somethign.  And I need to keep myself away from the mall for a while.

I bought a pair of skinny jeans too, cause I have ankle boots and stuff, and wearing bootcut jeans isn't working. Hahaha.

I bought these heels Val =P

I think I saw a pair like these in the store in blue, and i was like LILLY'S SHOES.  Yea.  I totally still regret not going to the senior banquet.

But anyways, I should be cramming for my math quiz because somehow, I find the Rolle's thm and MVT and EVT etc section really tough this time around.  Even though it was easy in Phil's class.

But instead I'm talking to you guys.  Well.  One-sided convos are always nice....?

Huh.  It's weird, I'm dressing better (i think) in college now.  Besides the fact that that my mom and I threw out a ton of my clothes, but yea.  I'm dressing slightly better.  I think. I hope.

Apparently I was a total mess and lazy dresser.  Oops.

It's (finally) gotten cold here, the wind is crazy.  I feel like I'm gonna be thrown into the street all the time...yea I'm gonna cram.

And then go to class.

And then come back sleep for an hour go out with the roommates to look at apartments, then come back, cram online hw due at midnight, and then apparently we're supposed to go to a party.  I'm not sure what kind of party this is, and I was told no dress code....

So if any of you see this who've been partyingish before tonight.

Skinny jeans (blue) with a black dressyish top==> that okay? It's sleeveless.  And i'm debating on wearing heels.  And a jacket.  Cause its like 40 degrees out.

SHOPPING IS THE BEST.

Not really, but anyways. I BOUGHT A PAIR OF HEELS TODAY. YESSSSS


like. High.
Heels.

In my size.
FINALLY.

I also spent around 80 bucks today. Which isnt so great.

Thats okay. I think.

Early to CS lab. again.

like i always am.  okay this is slightly odd so i'm going to come back later and finish this post.

I have totally fallen head over heels in love

No joke.  Definitely have.  Absolutely and totally.  I am totally in love with babies and children.

So I went to home fellowship tonight, which is sorta like....small group bonding for church?  And the couple is taking care of two babies AND THEY ARE SO FREAKING ADORABLE.  LIKE. REALLY REALLY CUTE.

I don't know what kind of career I can find that takes care of little babies besides being a neonatologist, or nurse, but I'll talk to my counselor and find out.

Man.  Seriously, I reallllly love them.  And I'm getting more comfortable with myself, so I can act like a total idiot while trying to play with them and comfort them and stuff.  I think it has to do with being totally immersed in an environment where no one knows me, so I feel really comfortable being kinda stupid.

Who knows.

Its 11 and I should really be in bed catching up on the sleep I lost this past week over Econ, but I'm up finishing my math hw which is due at 1159 and I have to take my pre-lecture quizzes for bio. Fun.

I am exhausted.  I promise I will blog when I'm less busy and don't feel like the world is falling on my head.

I slept until 5pm.

15 hours of sleep.  Hell yea.