Well, I haven't been here in a very long time.

Hello, whoever still comes here!

I noticed Kaiwen posted a couple days ago, seems like he's the only one who still does regularly.  Well anyways, I thought I'd come back and check on people and try to catch myself up with your lives, but I do suppose this sort of died.  It was a good idea while it lasted!

Good luck on finals, and if you're going back to Montville area for break, enjoy =)  I won't be there this winter, but we'll see about other breaks.

Quick catchup on my life: broke up with Emil soon after freshman year was over.  A guy in and out, wasn't a healthy relationship after that, and possibly a new one.  I feel a little like a player, jumping around, but Idk.  Hahaha, opinions?  I do realize I should wait too; I'm not rushing into anything anymore, after that last one because it really wasn't a good idea.

Finals are a bitch; my last one is tomorrow (chemistry) and I can't make myself study even though this stuff is relatively simple now that I actually get it.  I probably should get to studying though, i still have 2-2.5 units to review, and it's tomorrow night.

Late night, ftw.  What's new.

Good luck with everything, guys, and for you freshies, I hope your first semesters went well!

There's only one way down this road.

It was like a time bomb, set into motion
We knew that we were destined to explode
And if I had to pull you out of the wreckage,
You know I'm never gonna let you go.
We're like a time bomb
Gonna lose it, let's defuse it
Baby, we're like a time bomb
But I need it
Wouldn't have it any other way.

All Time Low, "Time Bomb"

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I've been away from this site for quite a while.  And what do I find when I get here?  A brand new layout. -_- time to relearn how to use this website.

Sorry I haven't been keeping you guys updated.  Same old, same old.  Studying for finals now, I'll be done on Wednesday.  Heading back to Jersey around the 18th or 19th, so I'll see ya'll maybe in school if I can manage to find something to do until lunch haha.

I also see a lot of posts from you lovelies, and I'm ashamed to say I haven't read a single one.  I will.  After Wednesday.

Hope you're all really enjoying senior year, or freshman year, and wish you all the best!

Tonight, we are young.

So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun.

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We are still sooooo young and have so much to see; don't get down by anything =)

My mom just let me get a pair of Christian Siriano wedges.  FOR THE FIRST TIME, THEY HAVE SOMETHING IN MY SIZE. AND IN STOCK.

Super excited =D

My mom surprised me for her birthday/my spring break!  She came up to IL without me knowing FOR A WHOLE WEEK AND LIED TO ME OVER THE PHONE EVERY TIME I CALLED HER.  But she came to pick me up and I burst into tears when I was exiting the elevator to let them into my building and I saw her.

But that was an awesome surprise ^_^

I'll keep in touch!  Miss ya'll lotss <33333

Haha

Sorry guys, whoever read that last post learned all about TMI crap.  My bad.

Just needed to vent

Yes, Val, I was in the hormonal stage, but that't only half the reason there were FU posts back to back.

Anyways, things are getting a bit better, but it's kinda sad that we're past the OMG YOU'RE TOTALLY AWESOME stage because I'm seeing things in him I don't know if I quite like...

But its the weekend, and I'm enjoying it. Sort of. HAhaha

Hello world

Yea,  I have Emil LOL.  He's driving me to the rec center, so I'll be going with him cause he's lifting.  No walking there = incentive to go. And the shorter swimming hours will work better for him too.

And Val, I'm giving up the hardcore swimming, since I'm only swimming to get in shape and be healthy.  And same here with the toilet paper!  Maybe its cause I share a bathroom with another person, plus her bf, plus Emil, plus random people that come over, but STILL.  It's a lot of toilet paper.

I should probably stop panicking and actually work.

Then I wouldn't be panicking in the first place!  What a great idea =D

Haha.

In response:

Thanks for the encouragement, guys!  Really appreciate your support =)

And MCATs meaning, I need to buy the books and yes, start studying because there is a LOT on that test, and I'm not recommended to take it more than twice....

And there's a lot of bio and chem I can review first, and preview the anatomy, orgo, other crap etc on that test.

I dont know about practice tests yet....haven't gotten that far, but I'm pretty sure I'm going to be taking them.

On another note...
I have decided NOT to pay the (maybe reasonable) $145 to join that swimming program, because I only made 2/5 days last week, and that number might go down as the year goes on, simply because a single practice is so long, and I died.  So what I'll do is create my own practices (read rip off the program's practices) and go to the public open lane swim and just swim there.  Should work out....

I think.
Hope.
Hahaha.

So no roommate as of yet (YAYYYYYY) but I'm kind of waiting for the news, soooooo, who knows.

Fill me in people!  I haven't talked to you guys in FOREVER (bar Ed) and I miss ya'll.  Update me!  TELL ME EVERYTHINGGG.
Even the number of rolls of toilet paper you've gone through since the beginning of the semester. Haha, just kidding.  But seriously, let me know whats up!

I always do this.

I always wait until the laaaaaaaaaast minute to do stuff. like applications.

FML.

Apps for two summer things are due next week, and I have still yet to get close to finish writing my cover letter/personal statement.

Looks like this week is going to suck.

Started swimming again; Dorothy, I feel like a horrible swimmer because I sucked at practice yesterday LOL.

I am sore as fuck right now, so maybe I'll just go 3x a week until I get back into the rhythm...and after these freaking apps are due.

Then its time to murder myself by juggling all this college work, more apps, MCATs, and extracurriculars and swimming and clubs and oh my god college is so busy.

What was I doing all last semester???

NO.
WHY.
NOOOOOOOOOO.
I HAVE A ROOMMATE.

Well.

Either it's ellie, or its a random stranger.  I would rather it be Ellie, but then that means I would either move to her room, or she would move to mine.  I dont want to move to her room because theres no window on my side, and in my room theres TWO windows, so we each have one.

She probably wont want to move into mine because the space in my room is a teeeeeeeeny bit smaller cause the closets are built in a different way.

To make things WORSE, she's an early sleepr and I'm a night owl.

^^^^^^^^^^= MAJOR INCOMPATIBLE ROOMMATES.

Though we've lived together for  half a year.

awoe;igha;wogeiha;oigeha;gieh
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Sad face. MAJOR MAJOR BIG BIG BIG BIG BIIIIIIIIG SAD FACE.

But I dont want to room with a stranger because I don't trust people easily at all with certain things, and I don't want that girl touching my shit.

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