Hello world

Yea,  I have Emil LOL.  He's driving me to the rec center, so I'll be going with him cause he's lifting.  No walking there = incentive to go. And the shorter swimming hours will work better for him too.

And Val, I'm giving up the hardcore swimming, since I'm only swimming to get in shape and be healthy.  And same here with the toilet paper!  Maybe its cause I share a bathroom with another person, plus her bf, plus Emil, plus random people that come over, but STILL.  It's a lot of toilet paper.

I should probably stop panicking and actually work.

Then I wouldn't be panicking in the first place!  What a great idea =D

Haha.

In response:

Thanks for the encouragement, guys!  Really appreciate your support =)

And MCATs meaning, I need to buy the books and yes, start studying because there is a LOT on that test, and I'm not recommended to take it more than twice....

And there's a lot of bio and chem I can review first, and preview the anatomy, orgo, other crap etc on that test.

I dont know about practice tests yet....haven't gotten that far, but I'm pretty sure I'm going to be taking them.

On another note...
I have decided NOT to pay the (maybe reasonable) $145 to join that swimming program, because I only made 2/5 days last week, and that number might go down as the year goes on, simply because a single practice is so long, and I died.  So what I'll do is create my own practices (read rip off the program's practices) and go to the public open lane swim and just swim there.  Should work out....

I think.
Hope.
Hahaha.

So no roommate as of yet (YAYYYYYY) but I'm kind of waiting for the news, soooooo, who knows.

Fill me in people!  I haven't talked to you guys in FOREVER (bar Ed) and I miss ya'll.  Update me!  TELL ME EVERYTHINGGG.
Even the number of rolls of toilet paper you've gone through since the beginning of the semester. Haha, just kidding.  But seriously, let me know whats up!

I always do this.

I always wait until the laaaaaaaaaast minute to do stuff. like applications.

FML.

Apps for two summer things are due next week, and I have still yet to get close to finish writing my cover letter/personal statement.

Looks like this week is going to suck.

Started swimming again; Dorothy, I feel like a horrible swimmer because I sucked at practice yesterday LOL.

I am sore as fuck right now, so maybe I'll just go 3x a week until I get back into the rhythm...and after these freaking apps are due.

Then its time to murder myself by juggling all this college work, more apps, MCATs, and extracurriculars and swimming and clubs and oh my god college is so busy.

What was I doing all last semester???

NO.
WHY.
NOOOOOOOOOO.
I HAVE A ROOMMATE.

Well.

Either it's ellie, or its a random stranger.  I would rather it be Ellie, but then that means I would either move to her room, or she would move to mine.  I dont want to move to her room because theres no window on my side, and in my room theres TWO windows, so we each have one.

She probably wont want to move into mine because the space in my room is a teeeeeeeeny bit smaller cause the closets are built in a different way.

To make things WORSE, she's an early sleepr and I'm a night owl.

^^^^^^^^^^= MAJOR INCOMPATIBLE ROOMMATES.

Though we've lived together for  half a year.

awoe;igha;wogeiha;oigeha;gieh
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Sad face. MAJOR MAJOR BIG BIG BIG BIG BIIIIIIIIG SAD FACE.

But I dont want to room with a stranger because I don't trust people easily at all with certain things, and I don't want that girl touching my shit.

......